It really is.

Just felt the need to say that.

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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
foot operation. it's a birth thing.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a LOT of posters. miley, jonas, hm, fall out boy, mcr etc/ need to put up my other miley shizz. and more jb. and demi, mitchel and those peeps.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
sometimes talk. i clamp my jaws as well.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
pop / rock / pop rock / pop punk / alternative / melodic metal etc. etc.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
no.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
miley... or a jonas. hehe.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
my best friend.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
josh golden autograph.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'1"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
nah

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
nope.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
probably parents. or miley leaving twitter...

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
bees

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
nothing specific. probably dark hair, though.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
uh... the bathroom. how should i know?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
how 'bout both?

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING(s)?
it changes all the time.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
waffles

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
black. which isn't a real colour, i know. i don't care.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
fuck no!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
how should i know. i see money as meaningful, so don't ask me this.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
if celebrities count, then heck yes.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
yeah

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
element.

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
23

26. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes

27. FAVORITE QUOTE?
"satisfaction is the death of desire."

28. FAVORITE PLACE?
my room

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
i've never even been to the usa, dammit!

30. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
*cough* miley *cough*

31. HAVE YOU EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS?
yeah. 30stm.

32. FIRST JOB?
no jobs, bitches.

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
duh.

34. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
this is too deep for me. but honestly, i guess i just hope so. for my sake, of course.

35. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
downloading jonas pics.

36. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
yeah. but i was little.

37. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
don't think anything really. maybe my grades. and my eyes.

38. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
no.

39. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
it's over, but next year i want a ps3.

40. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
none. maybe an adopted girl. but i don't know what i'mma call her.

41. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
kinda. well, halfway.

42. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
attitude problems.

43. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
freedom

44. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
paul mitchel and a couple of other ones.

45. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
eew, no.

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
who the heck has a favourite lunch meat? i guess coppa.

47. ANY BAD HABITS?
nail biting.

48. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
not exceptionally, no.

49. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes, i'm awesome. honesly, idk, maybe.

50. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
haha, maybe, just not with any of my friends, sorry.

51. DO LOOKS MATTER?
hate to say it, but they do. always.

52. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
yelling and swearing. occasionally hitting and beating. y'know, normal things.

53. WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS.
lose. i don't wanna be fat.

54. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
sooooo many stuff. probably lego.

55. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
if having numbers on my cell phone were possible, then maybe i'd answer that.

56. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
no

57. Do you use sarcasm?
very often.

58. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
mashed potatoes

59. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
nothing specific.

60. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
not really anything.

61. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
time travel

62. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
of shows that are currently running either heroes or grey's anatomy.

63.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
stabbing. maybe suffocation.

64. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
fererro rocher

65. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
haha, yeah.

66. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
yes.

67. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
it is tonight and i'm going to bed, i am almost too tired to function.

68. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
i think LA.

69. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
that would be fun, but i know no one on here.

70. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
who i am - nick jonas & the administration.

71. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
milk

72. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?.
cousin

73. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
nothing specific. all of these "opposite sex" questions are sucky and the same.

74. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
music, games, movies, tv, shopping, friends & you mr computer.

75. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
robert pattinson

76. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
winter

77. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
right now it's chewy sweets, like sugus.

78. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
i think so. i have more than one. only had one that i told absolutely everything to, but that relationship's not the same anymore and it pretty much sucks.

79. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown

80. EYE COLOR?
green

81. SHOE SIZE?
4

82. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
mcdonalds

83. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
no idea, i have many.

84. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yes

85. WATCH TV TODAY?
yes

86. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Christmas

87. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
no, but i want to.

88. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
not american, all i know is democracy. not even sure what republicans really represent, actually.

89. KISSES OR HUGS?
both?

90. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
one night stands... what the hell?!

91. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
the killers poster

92. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE/HUSBAND?
fuck no.

93. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
currently nothing. i'm a lazy reader and i hate that about me.

So. This is a journal entry. Is it Hannah Montana related? Well, duh, because everything in my life these days seems to be retractable to HM.

I'm fed up with it, actually. Although, it still makes me happy. And freaked out, because I never used to be a Disney Channel kid. Fall Out Boy still rules my life, though (and MCR. and Panic. and, and, and...). Meh, I guess some feelings can't be explained. And now I seem to like the damn Jonas Brothers as well! Grrr... Eep, Miley Cyrus and co. make me happier than most things! Oh, sweet niblets, here I go again...

Fuck it all, I don't care anymore, I like what I like, because I want to. Oh and I NEED to have the FN MTV (Pete's new show) episodes!!! I can't live without it!

(and hate and Lush).

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Mark the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. I confess, I messed up. Dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around.

2. I wrote her off for the tenth time today

3. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

4. Cough up the rent Mr. Kent

5. What do I do to ignore them behind me?

6. Four years you think for sure

7. I always needed time on my own

8. Trying to find a way, getting better every day.

9. Am I more than you bargained for yet?

10. I am an arms dealer

11. So soon to say it's over

12. Because the way we kiss is better than any drug

13. No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

14. It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky

15. I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag of this weed

16. With the lights out it's a little less dangerous.

17. Like a cold day in August

18. The building turned its back ignored my call

19. People can take everything away from you, but they can never take away your truth

20. I wanna turn you on again

21. I'll be the bumble bee behind you baby.

22. He likes vampires and hit list radio.

23. Look up, the stars are fading

24. Glamorous Indie rock 'n' roll is what I want

25. Stop stalling. Make a name for yourself.

26. Everything has fallen to pieces

27. Free from the torment of sin

28. I found the cure to growing older

29. My story starts the day they said "she can't be found"

30. Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all

(And no one is going to do this, since I don't have many friends on DA.... :'-( )

(01) First name: ...
(02) Your nickname in DA: beLIEve91
(03) Birthday: 26-09-91
(04) Horoscope sign: libra
(05) Birth town: stellenbosch
(06) Religion: Christian
(07) Nationality: south african
(08) Parents: live with my mother and father
(10)brothers or sisters: one brother
(11) Do you like the place where you live: no way. not in a million fucking years
(12)Hair color: dark brown
(14) Height: about 5"1'
(15) Weight: dunno
(16) What school/grade are you going to: i am in grade 11
(18) Do you work anywhere: no
(19) What do you want to be in your life: FAMOUS! but, honestly, i dunno.
(20) Your life: crap.
(21) Personal quote: "Lies."
(22) Lucky number: 71
(23) What are you interested in: music, movies, TV shows, anime, manga, games, comedy etc.
(24) Good side of your character: nothing. well, i guess i can be fun, kind and... yeah, that's all i can think of.
(25) Bad side of it: anger
(26) Is your life happy: i guess so. well, it is supposed to be.
(27) Do you think that you are crazy: yes
(28) What is the time: 19:31
(29) What is the date:10 february 2008
(30) What's the weather like: raining, but not cold.
(31) Favorite day in a week: saturday
(32) Favorite music: alternative / punk rock / "emo" / indie / pop rock (a little) etc.
(34) Band: favs: Fall Out Boy and MCR, but I have MANY.
(35) Song: it changes a lot. a.t.m. - MCR - i['m not okay.
36) Best concert you have been: FALL OUT BOY!!!!!
(37) Actress: mischa barton, kristen bell, sophia bush, hayden panettiere and a few more
(38) Actor: adam brody, ben mckenzie, milo ventigmilia, michael cassidy and a few more
(39) Film: the dangerous lives of altar boys, thumbsucker, lawn dogs, alpha dog and MANY more
(40) TV series: THE O.C.!!! and veronica mars and heroes. I have many more too (but that's obvious from my previous answers).
(41) Theater play: don't really do theatre.
(42) Film director: tim burton and alfonso cauron, maybe? oh and peter jackson, i think.
(43) Do you want to be famous: the perks will be nice, but i'm not talented enough.
(44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: can't act, but it would be cool.
(45) Do you want to be a singer: can't sing, but i'd really like to be able to.
(46) Book: harry potter series.
(47) Colors: black, red, blue
(49) Food: simply asia (thai food)!!! and other asian foods.
(50) Drink: milk and dr. pepper (but our fucking country doesn't get dr. pepper anymore...)
(51) Sweet: don't really have one
(52) Fruit: watermelons, strawberries
(53) The worst food: anything mint. and most foods, actually, i'm extraordinarily picky.
(54) The Worst drink: coke! and, oh shit. wine. eew.
(55) The worst Singer: a toss up between chris martin from coldplay and james blunt. actually. they're just fucking irritating; paris hilton and a few other pop / hip-hop / even some rock artists really can't sing.
(56) The worst Band: coldplay!!!!
(57) The worst Actor: don't really have one
(58) The worst Actress: jennifer garner!!!!!!! i HATE her.
(59) The worst Movie: epic movie and the adventures of shark boy and lava girl.
(60) The worst book: don't know. "liesbet delprt se oorlogboek" we did that in afrikaans at school. it was terrible.
(61) Do you drink alcohol: yeah, but not excessively.
(62) Do you smoke: eew, no.
(63) Do you take some drugs: nah
(64) What do you adore to wear: hoodies, jeans and sneakers. oh, and t-shirts. i have about 100 of them.
(65) Do you think you're pretty: nah
(67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: PETE WENTZ, frank iero, gerard way, ryan ross, jared leto, adam brody, ben mckenzie
(68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: ashlee simpson, avril lavigne, kristen bell, mischa barton, sophia bush, hayden panettiere
(69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: billy martin!!! ^-^ but out of the non-famous people, i dunno
(70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: dunno
(71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: i don't even have 5 friend on dA yet!
(72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: see 71
(73) The ugliest person on dA/male: i don't know. someone who has to comb their face, ok?
(74) The ugliest person on dA/female: see 74
(75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: dunno. don't love anybody on here yet
(76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: see 75
(77) The person on dA who you don't like at all/female: don't know the people yet, i'm new.
(78) The person on dA who you don't like at all/male: see 77
(79) Are you in love?: in lust, rather. lol, kidding, but it doesn't matter to that person anyway.
(80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
(81) How does he/she looks like: invisible
(82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): possibly, ask the air.
(83) When was your Very First Kiss: 2nd grade
(84) How was it: i dunno, i was extremely tiny, i don't think we really knew what we were doing.
(87) E-mail address: ask me if you need it.
(88) Do you have something against gays: no, never
(89) The best experience in your life: fall out boy show!!! lol. i dunno.
(90) The worst experience in your life: when somebody left.
(91) When were you the happiest: when i was a little kid.
(93) When were you the saddest: when someone left
(94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: friends, family, pete wentz.
(95) Do you have a secret: of course
(96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: illegalities!
(97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: an unsuspecting victim.
(98) Do you have an idol: yeah, pete wentz! i love him, but gerard way is probably a better idol. gerard has been through more.
(99) If the world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will that be: me! no, really! joking. i'd randomly draw a name of all of the people i care for out of a hat and save that person.
(100) Tag five of your friends: i only have 1, so no.